
Did you ever see the 1970’s super-cheesey movie, Gumball
Rally? Alright, I admit I probably watched it about 20 times back
then. It was fun, when I was ten.
Well, for some strange reason, a scene from that movie popped into
my head the other day. (This might give you some insight into my
state of mind!)
For those of you who have not had the pleasure of seeing this cinematic
tour de force, The Gumball Rally is an illegal New York to LA car
race with absolutely no rules. The winner, in addition to all the
glory, gets to take home the coveted Gumball Machine! And I’m
sure you can imagine the creative sorts of mischief that the drivers
get up to as they attempt to arrive before everyone else at that
finish line.
The scene that popped into my head takes place at the beginning
of the movie and the starting line of the race. It’s our first
introduction to the driver of team Ferrari, Raul Julia, who is sitting
in his Ferrari convertible with his co-pilot, a much less experienced,
and if my memory serves me, non-Italian, driver. Raul turns to him
and says:
“And now my friend, the first-a rule of Italian driving…”
Here he reaches up, rips off the rear-view mirror and tosses it,
with much Italian flare, out of the car. “…What’s-a
behind me is of no importance. ”
Now certainly don’t recommend that you rip the rear view
mirrors off of your car and start driving around with that attitude.
However, when it comes to personal growth, I think this rule has
some validity.
There is an approach to personal growth that goes something like
this: “Until I uncover all of my past wounds and heal each
and every one of them, I will never be happy, fulfilled and abundant
in my present life.”
This attitude is rarely that explicit, and it’s almost never
conscious. But there are many people (and I speak from my own personal
experience as well as my observations of others) who, on some level,
believe they can not have a great life until they have “handled”
all of their past wounds. They seek answers to the questions: “Why
am I the way I am now?” “Why do I always act this why?”
“What happened to me?” “Who did this to me?”
That approach to personal growth has the potential to suck us down
the rabbit hole into a never-ending search for the “cause”
of what is “wrong” with us. We can end up traveling
back in time to heal our past more often than we spend rooted in
the present, focused on creating a better life now! At that point,
our journeys into the past are not longer about finding answers
that can help us improve the present. Those journeys become a way
of avoiding the work that will create the positive changes in our
lives.
And that’s never a good thing!
Here’s something I’ve discovered, something those voices
don’t tell you when they’re suggesting that you take
another journey into your past to find another wound to heal. You
ready?
Balancing a bit of Raul Julia’s attitude can often create
a more healthy relationship with the past and lead to a better life
now and into the future.
I’m not suggesting that you completely throw away the rear
view mirror when it comes to looking at your past. I don’t
think that’s even possible. But maybe spending a bit less
time looking in that rear view mirror would be helpful.
Certainly there is a lot that we can learn from exploring our past,
including (and perhaps especially) the painful parts. But if we
are to truly grow, the information we discover must be used to empower
positive change in the present. In other words, we must act in the
present on what we learn from the past.
So the next time you find yourself heading down memory lane, before
you go there, remember the young, suave Raul Julia, sitting in his
Ferrari and repeat these words: “What’s-a behind me
is of no importance!”
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